My name is Jenise Erickson. I was born in Palos, IL and grew up in Bridgeview until I was ten years old. Then we settled in Plainfield, IL. I studied at Rasmussen University leaving with an Associate’s degree in Medical Administration graduating in 2012, and a Bachelors in Healthcare Management graduating in 2015. I also briefly studied at Liberty University in 2018 a few classes for a Master of Divinity.
I am a single, mid thirty-year-old woman who became a believer at age eighteen. However, this doesn’t qualify me as an expert, because I am STILL learning new things, still amazed at the pouring of the Holy Spirit, and of Gods love.
From a young age, I lived a very sheltered life, I struggled with many types of emotions, mental health, sexual abuse, self-harm, and a lot of loss in my backstory. For many years, I was lost in experimentation and orientations because of the abuse I suffered. In 2021, I entered into a civil union with another woman, that I know was NOT ordained by God, I knew that I was making a mistake, and yet I was so lost and grieving a relationship that I had with a man. I allowed myself to stray from where I know God was leading. I knew that I would have to learn the hard way.
I eventually moved to Arizona in 2022, and I found a new world awaiting me that I hadn’t experienced before. I had always been afraid of change, afraid to move.
Yet I found myself, and I found my voice while I was there for 8 months. I found that doors were closing for me there. I was determined, however, to make a life there by myself because that is where I learned how to speak up and stand up for myself. I realized that my heart had changed, and I wanted to follow where God wanted me. Not where I wanted.
One day, a friend of mine asked me a question that I was dreading, but knew the answer to: “What do you feel God is nudging you to do?”
And suddenly I felt the spirit say “I am going to redeem your mistakes, but you need to follow where I am taking you. Go back home to IL.”
Within a month I sold or donated everything. Suddenly doors started to fly open and that allowed me funds to move back. in Mid-May of 2023, I drove the 26-hour ride back home with what I could fit in my car.
There are times in our lives, which God orchestrates to draw us closer to himself. I am thankful each day that he never stops searching for me, and he never gives up. I am a child of God, and I’m thankful for the continual lessons and growth.
I strive to be an honest, kind, gentle, God fearing, woman. I aim to help others who feel pain, hurt, and confusion find a way in this hard world. As I’ve experienced firsthand. I intend to use my experiences and my life as a testimony to helping others find their way.
Know that wherever you are on your journey of life, I vow to help you reach your full potential- I am a hands on, “Get up and Go,” and “Here I am” messenger of God.
Blessings and Gratitude,
Jenise Erickson
This project is something that God has placed on my heart. God has given me a beautiful gift in the ability to write words and express emotion with a passion. Nothing gives me more inspiration than Jesus! He has provided all I need, and thankfully not everything I want.
Rising into the Light, is a confessional about what faith looks like in everyday life. It is deeply personal, vulnerable, and absolute truth.
Our experiences are our testimony of how great God is. The pain brings us purpose, the Joy and peace we have is confidence that we are never alone. Through all life’s ups and downs, our stories are often used to help others find their way. I pray that my writings, ramblings, and thoughts will help you on your faith walk. If you are not currently a believer, and still questioning this “faith” thing, hey, that’s okay. You are exactly where you need to be. I promise authentic and real confessions. I am not ashamed, I am an open book that can help you recognize that if a hot mess like me can get through it, so can YOU!
I am honored to share: Rising into the Light.
-Jenise
Beautifully Broken Authentically You Ministries